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I never wanted to scare you guys...And I really never wanted to hurt anyone... If I did... I am sorry.

I thought I was ready to return to dA... But I am wrong. I am danger to you all until I learn to find my peace...

I am leaving dA for 3 weeks. and I promise you, when I come back... I will be better and amend all the damage I have done.

Until now farewell friends.
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The time I have spent out, has let me think... Think and Think and Think...

And then I learned the truth...

I... am...nothing...

I never meant anything for any of you... I never was a friend... I was never a boyfriend... I was never an artist...I was never creative... I am nothing...

Of all the places on Earth I have been... I never thought that my only safe heaven... will turn against me... 

I have been there for all of you when you need me...
I always searched a way to help you, guide you and serve you...
I care for all of you...
I sacrifice me time, myself, my sanity, my everything for all of you...

But I mean nothing to any of you... I never meant anything for anyone on this place.... I was just a burned, an annoyance, a joke for all...

I tried everything to stay in contact with you... I got Skype, I got join me, I got Facebook, I got youtube... But every time I want to be closer to any of you... you push me back...

I tied to find what was wrong with me... I study friendship books, talk to psychologist, I tried everything to change... But even she I give my best effort... I still mean nothing to any of you...

Not a single one you comments on my art... Not a single one of you can give me advice... Not a single one of you participates on my contest... Not a single one of you uses my ideas... Not a single one of you can tell me, what am I doing wrong.

What Am I doing to receive your coldness, your blindness, your disgust...

Is my art that bad is insulting? Is my comments that annoying? Are my caring, my love, my support, my advices so useless? Are my ideas son stupid and invading that you dislike them?

I do not expect any one to answer... For you never ever care for how I feel... For all that I have pass... For all that I have sacrifice for you...

I see clearly now... I...AM...NOTHING...

And not even death... Could cure all the pain... That this truth has revealed me...
 
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Okay... So let's be serious here...

If I try... again... To hold a contest, who of you would participate?

But I really mean participate, not just saying because you believe you will. I mean that you are 200% sure you would.

Who here really REALLY  would participate in it?


Bonus Question... Am I a bad friend? Do I annoy you? Made you feel uncomfortable? Stress you? Invade your space?
FNAF Contest. by Montiessor
FNAF Contest.
Here it is my entree of the contest held by :icontoxic-talon:

I never played FNAF. But I give it my best.
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Montiessor
Francis
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
Guatemala
Hi there my Friends. I am Montiessor but for some of my friends I am known as Francis.

I like to invent stuff and create ideas, I pretty much like mythology and mythological creatures. And if you have a character and you need to write him a biography, then I will be please to help, you only need to tell if you want him to be:
-Violent
-Cute
-Heroic
-etc.

I am not so good at drawing, but at least I got a great imagination. And I prefer to do supervillians and evil stuff. Because we all know that super-villians get always the cool stuff and have better powers and weapons, the only bad thing is that they always got defeated, but oh well you cant always get all.

Current Residence: Deatharus Peek
Favourite genre of music: Alternative Rock
Favourite style of art: cartoon, monsters.
Operating System: Paint. My hands
MP3 player of choice: Ipod
Favourite cartoon character: Mines. Tails, Lucius Heinous the Seventh, The Lich.
Personal Quote: Katonga!!!!
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I never wanted to scare you guys...And I really never wanted to hurt anyone... If I did... I am sorry.

I thought I was ready to return to dA... But I am wrong. I am danger to you all until I learn to find my peace...

I am leaving dA for 3 weeks. and I promise you, when I come back... I will be better and amend all the damage I have done.

Until now farewell friends.

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:iconhypercreeper6:
HyperCreeper6 Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
I sent an angel to watch over you last night but it came back.
I asked, "why?"
The angel said, "angels don't watch over angels."
Twenty one angels are IN your world.
Ten of them are sleeping, Ten are playing, one is reading this message.
Send this to ten friends including me.
I guess if I don't get it back I'm not one of them. As soon as you get five replies someone you love will quietly surprise you.
Please read, not joking. God has seen you struggling with something. God says it's over. A blessing is coming your way. If you believe in God send this message on. Please don't ignore it. You are being tested. God is going to fix two things BIG tonight in your favor. DROP everything and pass it on. Tomorrow will be the best day of your life. Don't break this chain. Send this to 14 friends in 10 minutes. It's not that hard
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:iconthe-cosmic-lawnmower:
The-Cosmic-Lawnmower Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
I like your art -3-
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:iconmontiessor:
Montiessor Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Are making fun of me? Did you lose a bet? Is someone paying you for this?
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:iconthe-cosmic-lawnmower:
The-Cosmic-Lawnmower Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
No. I genuinely like your art 'w'
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:iconmontiessor:
Montiessor Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Oh okay. Thanks ^^
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HyperCreeper6 Featured By Owner Sep 25, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Potato
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Montiessor Featured By Owner Sep 25, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Tomato
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HyperCreeper6 Featured By Owner Sep 25, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Banana
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Montiessor Featured By Owner Sep 25, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Phone
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Dwarf4r Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2014
:iconthanksforfaving: Hug :D (Big Grin)
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